Waiting

I feel like I’ve been waiting my whole life. Waiting on my turn. Whatever it was. I wanted it.

And here I am again, asking the Lord to give me what I want. Another baby. God, you were so good to give us Will. And we trusted You when he went to Heaven. And now we are trusting in the waiting.

I’ve tried to take the desire and want for another child away, but it won’t go away. I keep hearing God ask me to wait. Allow Him to work. And He keeps saying, wait. “You have no idea what I’m up to, Arianne. Be patient and trust Me.”

So I am waiting and praying. And if you are reading this, I hope you are praying for me while we wait.